many things ran thru my mind when my mum did not allow mi to go for bookstore orientation...things like how i feel arnd ppl...like when i took part in pos...the relationships built within the 2 months were more meaningful the relationships with my secondary sch frens for 5 yrs and like in cell too...nvr have i felt so sad when a fren leave my side as friday...usually when ppl leave mi i am like ok lor u leaving then bye...but on fri during multiplication felt really sad to leave my fellow N163ers but have i to move on...also thoughts like how to prevent myself from backsliding and drawing near to Jesus in future and also like how can i grow to live by faith and seek God more...gosh looks like i need to pray and fast more...well cheerios