Just watched the Chinese service on 201209 online, and man, it is powerful. The testimony of Billy Wang (or Dongfang Billy as he is more popularly known) really really impacted me. The things he shared during the service was so powerful that it was like a revelation to me. It looks like after being in church for such a long time, I forgot the basics, which is to faithfully touch God an not just be part of the crowd of onlookers but really, to faithfully seek Him, despite your situation. Though your situation may be dire, or you may think that it doesn't affect you much, God will be there to pull you through in the end. This reminds me of what Pastor once preached, that God will be able to give you the provision, no matter what you are going through in life, no only to go through the situation, but to love Him even more after that, nothing in this world happens by chance and sometimes, like when we are sick, it is not because God wants us to be sick, but how we take care of ourselves. Like when things are not going our way or when we stumble, do we blame God? Do we blame our leaders? Do we blame those around us, our friends? The answer is NO! We only have ourselves to thank for this predicament that we are in. All the more you, as a member, and a child of God should listen to your leaders, not wallow in self pity, but be strong, take your leader's advice, take God's advice and change for the better. Then when you are ready, God will bring you to an even higher plane than ever before.
P.S. This here is to serve as a reminder to myself and those around me.